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diary

by Harmony's Trash

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1.
lizard soup 01:28
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2.
carry me 04:17
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breathing slower, talking lower all the clouds above fly over drip right down, my arm and drop another time another shot at whatever comes looking for me when i am floating in my dreams and only kisses from your point will ever fully bring me joy youre the one who tells me "youre not drowning" when im out of breath the doc who clears my vital signs i say hello to death but hey i love you i know you love me too hey i love you carry me with you run me down, into the ground and take away the very sound of nothing oh sweet nothing baby call me desperate call me crazy all over the growing grass i cover my rock house in glass so easy it just might go and break and ill have one more chance to take you home lovely beautiful pharmaceutical gorgeous wonderful underwhelm-able call me desperate call me crazy aint no doubt about it baby youre the one who tells me "youre not drowning" when im out of breath the doc who clears my vital signs when i say hello to death but hey i love you i know you love me too hey i love you carry me with you
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diary 03:27
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dear diary, I met a girl dear diary, I met a dream dear diary, I met my love that everyone can never see dear diary, I can't stop dear diary, I'm always stoned dear diary, please help me get to sleep when I get home dear diary, can I get out, dear diary, its only worse dear diary, if I keep up with this it will become a curse dear diary, what can I do, dear diary, I love her so dear diary, the only thing that I can't do is let her go hate me loving you but I can't help myself love me breathing you but I cant cut it out hate me shoving you deep down into my shallow veins love me watching slowly slowly slowly diving to decay dear diary, I think I can't dear diary, I know I won't dear diary, I met a saint, well one dressed up as one it don't mean diary, that its the truth dear diary, my only move dear diary, my hand can't write and I can't die, im trying to hate me loving you but I can't help myself love me breathing you but I cant cut it out hate me shoving you deep down into my veins love me watching slowly slowly slowly diving to decay yeah, blood rushing to my heart yeah, to me this shits an art yeah, why did I ever start, yeah, never knew id get this far dear diary, I met a girl dear diary, I met a dream dear diary, I met my love that everyone can never see
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so lame 05:17
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i was just a rock on a beach in the sun but the water came and washed me away now im cut down i been turned all around but the same at the end of the day i was just a leaf on a tree in the field but the wind cane and blew me away and now im all brown and cracked and fucked but the same at the end of the day same im the same im the same im the same so lame so lame so lame so lame im the same im the same im the same im the same so lame so lame so lame so lame I was just a brick in a house on the street but the parking lot tore me away now im just pebbles in a crack house spot but the same at the end of the day I was just a plant in the garden in a home but I dried up and withered away now im in the trash in the bottom of the bin just the same at the end of the day im the same im the same im the same im the same so lame so lame so lame so lame so lame I don't need a gun I got a needle I don't need a drug I got cocaine I don't need a punch to make me feeble I don't need a thing to wreck my brain I don't need a gun I got a needle I don't need a drug I got cocaine I don't need a punch to make me feeble I don't need a thing to wreck my brain im the same im the same im the same im the same so lame so lame so lame so lame so lame im the same.
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in my throat 07:16
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feel it in my throat yeah i can taste it in my throat creeping slowly up my neck and keeping me afloat above the world and slowly coming down to where you are and do it all again when i wake up despite the scars lets see who can take the most lets see who drops down the post and on the floor down on the floor to get back up and ask for more i can feel you in my veins i feel you in my veins the idea of losing you has never crossed my my brain were so happy were so happy were so happy we can always see that nothing gets between what we need feel it in my stomach i can feel you in my gut holding back the feeling felt from everything i touch were so happy were so happy were so happy we can do it all again and wake up everything we need lets see who can take the most lets see who drops down the post and on the floor down on the floor to get back up and ask for more
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sugar tea 03:06
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Was always one for black and white. New feelings are just something Give me something for tonight Feelings are just something Radio play louder static i cant think of nothing waterfalls ring in my head i said all of nothing drain me and you and me and well float deeper in the sea of rocks and dust and sugar teas that take us where the sun would be but no was always one for brown and chalk changes sure are something tie me off and let me walk ill fall into something banging in my head so loud i just cant hear nothing never felt so god damn proud to be a king of nothing drain me and you and me and well float deeper in the sea of rocks and dust and sugar teas that take us where the sun would be but no drain me and you and me and float so deep into the sea drain me and you and me and float so deep into the sea
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high 05:35
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I could write a love song if I wanted, you could call it that I guess you could, I could write in metaphors for hours, but where's the fun in that its such a bore, I just wanna get high in the living room, I just wanna nod off on the couch, I just wanna shoot up in the kitchen, I just wanna reason for my slouch. I could write a tragedy if I wanted, you could call it that I guess it is, I could write in metaphors of birds but heroin is such a simple word I just wanna get high in the bed I just wannna tie off in my chair I just wanna shoot up in the kitchen I just wanna get lost in my hair I don't wanna get high but I do, You don't wanna either but its true, gunna get the thing I'm gonna want, gunna get the thing im gonna wanna get Layin off's a crime where I come from payin off the man from where I cop from gunna get the thing I'm gonna want, gunna get the thing im gonna wanna get I love shooting heroin I love shooting cocaine I'll shoot any goddamn drug As long as it dissolves in the rain
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in the mail 04:41
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hey there, brenda, what's the weather like hey there, brenda, don't you think its nice blue eyes brown hair such the simple type loves the love that I do ain't that right down on 24th and park there won't be long we can run the engine sing a song, wait a couple minutes for the prize, wait a couple hours til it dies, then come back for more and come again we'll be coming here until the end and never letting up or letting go never writing letters we can't send. Cept when we can't but don't need stamps, no we can send em later, can't we champ? Postage free for now but what's the price, who gives a fuck as long as the package is nice Mail, send the mail every day, my dear stop on the corner and send it away, no fear, postman's coming soon, pulling up now, and he'll take all my letters right on out. hey christina, ain't it grand couldn't find a better kind of man laughing at the joke right at the cue holding on to everything I do, right down on the corner we can wait and hope the post comes soon not late mail a package once bout every day open letters each and every way hey christina, ain't it grand couldn't find a better kind of man laughing at the joke right at the cue holding on to everything I do, right down on the corner we can wait and hope the post comes soon not late mail a package once bout every day open letters each and every way Mail, send the mail every day, my dear stop on the corner and send it away, no fear, postman's coming soon, pulling up now, and he'll take all my letters right on out. 24th that's where we'll sit and wait if 9th street's not too busy we can go But over up on Crutchfield it's a jif No time like the present feels so slow Mail, send the mail every day, my dear stop on the corner and send it away, no fear, postman's coming soon, pulling up now, and he'll take all my letters right on out.
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came as i was 05:50
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here I am, as I was, as i want me to be nevermind, thats a sham, I don't want you to see locked inside, a little box, where I keep it all down, only words, only plants, only letting me drown memories, trashed and thrown, out into the sea slowly roll, only cold, when your not inside me only gold, turned to coal, my gold thumb turned black if I could, maybe would, I might take it all back find the time, hurried up, but thats just what I get, make a toast, but to what, but to what I forget but I forget, yeah I forget I forget, yeah I forget here I am, as I was, how you want me to be, well at least, as you see, straight from your memories not in touch, all away, not all there as they say on a rush, making cuts, that I keep hid away only right, when im wrong, but I'm not sure yet, where I am, I could see, its so easy to forget I forget, yeah I forget I forget, yeah I forget and I grab my gun, aim it up through the jaw and to the roof finger on the trigger shaking begging me to fucking shoot
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slip and plunge 05:12
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one and only girl all of my whole world sleeping on the couch nodding in and out of day and night and night and day take all the storm clouds right away a slip a plunge a pull a rush and never felt like i felt much the same i never felt the same i never felt the same i never felt. one and only boy my one and favorite toy rolling in the sky so high i checked you out yeah i just might stay in and out and out and in and feel the mud rush through the pin a slip a plunge a pull a rush and never felt like i felt much the same i never felt the same i never felt the same no never felt the same up above the clouds so high im a diamond in the sky and all the people passing by are dust compared to you they're dust compared to you one and only friend forever til my end checking in and out of time always stopping on my mind for once or twice or twice or once a million times but just for fun a slip a plunge a pull a rush and never felt like i felt much the same

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A noisy attempt at an alternative/grunge album. All these songs are a love letter to my past heroin abuse. Don't take it as me saying "hey go do heroin" cause ill tell you the opposite. It ruined my life.

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released September 3, 1994

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My name's Casey, I make all my music by myself in my bedroom and do all the guitars, bass, singing, drums and noise you hear. Check my other bands out below.

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